A customer came in the other day, mentioning that he missed my regular entries in the Almost-Daily-Diary. Thought there was something worthwhile in what I’ve been writing. There are so many reasons why I’ve cut back on updates over the last six years, but in the end, there’s a very real need I have to put things to paper (well, that’s how it used to be… paper, not electrons). It’s helped me to sort out what’s important in my life, and sometimes I’ve written about things that others might have considered doing, but decided hmm, that’s OK, let Mike do that because it’s just kind of crazy. Like how I used to ride absolutely 100% no-matter-what and actually looked forward to really nasty weather.
Getting back to the customer who missed my regular musings, in a nutshell I felt a sense of shame for not keeping the diary up. Shame. That thing you feel when you’re a bad person, vs guilt, which is what you feel when you’ve done something wrong. Am I really a bad person for not keeping up the diary? Why isn’t it just plain-old-guilt? The reason is because I feel I actually am a better person when I get my thoughts out there. Not because I’m doing something for the benefit of others, but because it helps to ground me and identify purpose.
So yesterday I started writing a very lengthy piece about stuff related to getting older, not just on the bike, but what the “getting older” experience is like in general. Why it seems we frequently encounter the frustrated angry old-timer who thinks the world has gone to hell compared to what he grew up with (and I’m focusing on guys because women may think this stuff, but most don’t seem to feel as comfortable griping about it in front of random strangers). In the end, I split that piece into two separate entries, one regarding the physical decline of a cyclist (me) over the years, focusing just on cycling, and the other, the angry old guy part, I’ll post separately at a later time.
But today’s entry will serve as a bit of an update to yesterday’s. The difference a couple days makes, between Tuesday’s really slow solo ride, and today’s ride where Todd, one of our regulars from the way-back days, showed up. You see, Todd is FAST. Thankfully he had just completed the infamous “morning ride” which can sometimes require a similar effort to an actual race. But when he rode up to me I was thinking, oh no, is he going to be able to turn the pedals slowly enough? Will he be able to make it to his 10am meeting in time?
It wasn’t easy, and that’s exactly what I needed. Someone to push me. Someone to provide a wheel to draft that I dare not lose, since it would be so much tougher trying to catch back up than hold that wheel, no matter the cost (I did lose Todd’s wheel on the beyond-category (joking) rise from the base of 84 heading towards Tripp Road).
Strava says I was at 99% max effort for both the entire ride as well as the climb up Kings. And I agree; if there was 1% more to be found, I wasn’t finding it. It was my fastest ride for that version of the Kings ride since August 18, 2022, at 1:47:33. My fastest Strava time for that ride was June 14, 2012, at 1:33:04. So “just” 14 minutes slower.
And yes, if Todd hadn’t been there, I would have been at least 5 minutes slower today. Thank you Todd for showing.